NOT EVER about tables turned back on homeless-veterans-crime victims evil label mental illness but TRAUMA via external exhibited outside & around 1 that affects 1's internal within-inside as we're ALL susceptible 2 stress & trauma so B understanding with ALL humbly & THANK U. I control pain, I just disconnect it via Holy Trinity's Counsel & like death itself is NOT traumatic rather what dies inside of me while I temp-momentarily remain with breath & of TRAUMA via external exhibited outside & around 1 that affects 1's internal within-inside BREATH sigh.